Session 12-09-25

Session 12-09-25

I leave work early, freshly shaved and, as always, collared and locked. I read on the train to conserve the limited time on my phone thanks to Sir's control of it. Horny before I even get to Sir's front door. 

I arrive and I already have a semi. We immediately head to the playroom and I'm ordered to strip. We catch up with me sat cross legged on the floor with my head in Sir's crotch. It was nice to talk about how we've been outside of kink but still within the master slave dynamics. We couldn't kiss since Sir had an ulcer and didn't want to pass anything on. I'm sad since I love kissing Sir but having his dick in my mouth or arse for most of the session more than made up for it. When catching up other times I have sat on the sofa or just stood but I definitely preferred this time being near Sir’s dick. Sir is always reminding me of my place and duties constantly. 

Sir asked me how long it had been since I've cum. “Got to be a month or so now hasn't it slave?” Sir says. I replied “It's been 52 days Sir”. Not that I've been counting or anything. He laughs at the fact I know the exact number. I hoped the response would make him feel sorry for me a bit and increase my chances of cumming or at least make him hard at how long he's denied me for. I have a suspicion both semi worked. 

Inspection was better this time. I spent a long time shaving and inspecting afterwards so was gutted when Sir said there were a few hairs near my arse. It's really hard to see there by yourself! I'll have to improve for next time but my balls and cock passed which I was pleased with. Have to be presentable for Sir. I was told to shave my armpits next time which will make me feel very slavelike. Further and further into submission. 

Sir tested my slave positions next. The slave positions are positions sir ordered me to research and compile pictures for. I compiled 8 varying from inspection positions to positions for use which Sir has me take pictures of every month - it keeps the pictures for the positions fresh and tracks my gym progress. I put my hood on and immediately felt very slave-like. Sir readied the camera eager to get a horny video of his slave eagerly obeying his every command - or getting video evidence of disobedience to punish later. I was ordered into position 3 ‘Blowjob’ at first but faltered on position 7 ‘Cumdump’ immediately after. I had a complete mindblank and felt so useless as a slave especially since it was the ‘Cumdump’ position (a position I was in a lot during the session). I’ve been very hungry for Sir’s cum so of all the positions to miss this was perhaps the worst. I redeemed myself with the others since I didn’t miss any others but I know that any faltering like that in the future will be punished. Sir did say that I passed though so yay! I have been practicing more ever since though. 

Between seeing Sir last I have 4 outstanding punishments to deal with for disobedience and laziness towards my duties. The others were dealt with on the day or by various evil punishments that didn't require Sir in person such as writing lines or sorting bags of sweetcorn and peas at 5am. These punishments are with Sir present so I know they will be a spanking. I have been dreading and dreaming of these punishments the whole time. It's the biggest mindfuck as a slave for me. I don't want to be punished and I don't want to earn any punishments. I want to be the best slave for Sir I can possibly be! However, whenever I do earn a punishment a little bit of me is looking forward to Sir punishing me. I think it's because it shows how much he controls me (and I'm realising I'm a tad masochistic shhh). 

The punishment isn't spanking though it's caning which I'm very apprehensive about. It's severe since it's all 4 punishments being dealt with at once. I'm ordered into position 1 and Sir teased me with the swish of the cane before the first strike hit. I'm flinching at the sound and Sir is getting hard at the control. Evil bastard. The first strike hits and fuck me it stings. “One, Sir!”. I hear the swish again. “Two, Sir!”. It's already getting hard to take. “Three, Sir!”. I'm not sure how I can last anymore than this. I'm maintaining position one but bending my knees and huddling to deal with the pain. Sir tells me “you've got 10 of these to take slave”. I can't do 10! I'll be screaming, so I beg for less. He allows for five. Sir is too kind to me. The fourth hits and surprisingly it still stings. Shocker. “Four, Sir!”. Sir can tell I'm struggling and encourages me to take the beating in the best way possible “One more for me slave”. I can take it for Sir and hear the swish. “Five, Sir! Fuck!”. I'm doubled again and Sir comes to comfort me. I'm a submissive mess leaning on him and a bag of hormones desperate to be used at this point. It's nice that Sir cares about me being disciplined so much. He canes me because he wants me to be better for him. He's impressed with his accuracy. I am too grudgingly after he tells me it could be much worse if he wasn't. He tells me that's just 2 of the punishments since I couldn't take the full 10 hits. This makes me very horny and very desperate to please so there's no more punishment. My mind is racing at what the other two remaining punishments will be. I’m feeling slightly less masochistic at the point shh hehe. 

We get rubbered up after I've prepared the rubber - me in the subsuit and Sir in an armless catsuit of thick rubber. It's really sexy - I love seeing Sir's arms. However the subsuit hood took away the privilege of sight quickly and I was ordered to my knees. Ankles locked to the board, collar on and hands in fist mitts tied behind my back to the collar. I'm just a puddle of horny submission at this point. 52 days of no cumming and all I can think of is Sirs’ cock. I'm permitted to start serving and using my tongue to please Sir. Licking his balls and thighs before being given permission to start licking his cock. I'm reminded to never start sucking without permission and have to really resist not taking Sirs' whole cock in my mouth right away when I'm allowed to touch it. 

I'm finally allowed to suck Sir off and it feels so good. I've been practicing my deep throat for him and I'm glad it's paid off. I can take the whole of him in my throat and love when he presses my head down when it's fully in so I can't escape. I'd stay there forever if I could. It feels right being in me. I can't get enough and lose track of time of how long I'm sucking Sir off for. I don't want it to stop. I want to make Sir cum from my blowjob but he stops that from happening so he can fuck me instead. 

I'm prepared for the fucking by being fingered and a dildo being used on me. I'm not relaxing at first so Sir gets the anal hook and relaxes my hole. Sir kept pulling it nearly all the way out to the widest point to relax and it felt amazing. I really wanted to be properly ready for Sir to fuck me long and hard. It was also nice since it shows Sir cares about my hole. It's his possession and he wants to treat it right. It makes me want to serve him that much more. 

My ankles are unclipped from the floor and ordered to stand. I’m excited by the next words out of Sir’s mouth. “You’re going to ride me, Slave”. I’ve missed Sir’s cock in my hole and my dick starts to strain even more in its cage. Sir is sat ready and I lower myself onto him. His cock slides into my well prepared hole and I start fucking myself with it. The riding position is quite a strain on my legs but I want to please Sir so I go for as long as I can before the burning in my legs is too much. It feels so good having Sir inside me again so I rest with him deep inside me. This continues for a while until my legs are completely shot. Thighs of steel here I come.

Next up I’m transferred to the sling ready for sir to properly use my hole. Feet in stirrups, hands in fist mitts and clipped to the chains of the sling. I'm completely helpless and ready for hard use. Sir enters me and I can't help but moan. His cock is so much better than any dildo or plug and it fills me so deeply. I can't help but take it with how I am tied but my hole is for Sir to use and he uses it so well that I wouldn't escape if I could. 

At this point I can't split up what happens into many chunks since it just feels like I'm in horny submissive heaven. I'm restrained, blind, music is pumping and all I can focus on is the pleasure in my hole and how Sir is completely using me. He teases me saying I'm just his hole and I start raving horny words about being completely his and that my hole is just for his pleasure. The vibrating nipple clamps are added at some point and I go into overdrive. I can't think of anything except how fucking horny I am and how much I want Sir to rail me all day. My hole is so loose Sir can just slip in and out so much that he starts coming fully out with each stroke. It felt best like that and my dick started to feel like it might be able to finish like that. Just warm and tingly around the base of my dick but frustratingly never enough to push me over the edge. I know Sir would love to fuck the cum out of me one day and I know if anyone will it will be him, but I need to practice more. I want to practice more for Sir. 

All good things must come to an end though and dinner was calling. Despite just laying there I was surprisingly hungry so Sir must have been starving haha. I met Sir’s bf properly and we had a lovely meal of paneer curry. We chatted for a while and joked about things while resting in anticipation of more fun later.

After all the use of my hole we try a different fucking position but it's been a slightly too long break and I've tensed up again. My hole is feeling a bit sore and we decided not to continue so I'm not broken. One day I'll be able to be fucked whenever Sir wants but I have to work on it. Always room to improve. Instead I'm back on my knees at Sir's crotch. I'm very curious what will happen next. Sir asks me “Do you think you deserve to cum?”. I pause in replying since I'm torn. If I say yes will Sir think I'm thinking about my pleasure too much and not his and so he will not allow me to cum as part of my training to think of only pleasing him? If I say no will the opposite then be true? Or does he want me to answer honestly and hear my reflection on my performance? Because I was so torn I don't actually remember what I said. I'm hoping my earlier reminder of how long I hadn’t cum for made him take pity on me. 

Whatever the answer was, it worked since I was allowed to be unlocked!! I was told to clean my dick and come back ready. Sir handed me an inflatable butt plug thing to insert in me and I was told to sit down. The gas mask was put on and I was snapped back into a very submissive headspace. Sir finally touched my dick and I immediately got hard. He put something on it that at the time almost felt like it was sucking at my dick so I was getting primally horny. I so badly want to cum!!! 

It starts to vibrate and I'm moaning. My hands on my lap are squeezing my thighs and I'm pulsing my hips. Fuck it feels so good. I can't believe I haven't felt my dick in 52 days and now it's feeling everything. In at the deep end. I feel about to tip into the really pleasurable part of being wanked and the vibrating stops. I assume it's Sir and I am not surprised he's not wanting me to cum so soon. This happens quite a few times with frustrating accuracy. Anytime my dick even pulses to get a bit harder the vibration stops. Putting two and two together about the inflatable plug in me and the fact my dick is pulsing when it stops I realise it's a machine edging me. Sir has got an edgeomatic. It's really horny but it's set to work against me and I'm not thrilled about that. I'm not going another 52 days without cumming because of a stupid machine. Unfortunately I can't help but clench to make myself hard and Sir says the machine is much more sensitive to me than it was for him. Oh great! 

The machine falls off a bit so I grab it to prevent it from falling more and Sir realises my hands are free. They are immediately put into mitts and tied behind the back of the chair. This helps get me much hornier and kicks the edging into proper horniness and pleasure. Each vibration is really pleasurable but the machine keeps winning. Machine 20 - Slave 0.

Sir then ties the machine to my collar so that it doesn't fall off and my legs are tied to the base of the chair too. This is after I've been edged very close a few times and have stamped my feet in frustration that I've been denied again. Horniness ramping up even more and being tied is helping a lot. Machine 30 - Slave 0!

After what feels like an hour of being edged I think I can manage to beat it. The vibrations themselves are pleasurable enough without me having to clench. I ask Sir for permission to cum and he grants it. Thank you Sir! I focus on not clenching and the vibrations continue for long enough to get me to burst. I erupt and can't help but moan very loudly. I've clenched very hard at this point and then vibration stops so it's a ruined orgasm but it's also the best orgasm of my life. Machine 42 - Slave 1!

The last of my cum is dribbling out and the machine starts again. Fuck me it's sensitive so I clench to stop it which it dutifully does. Silly machine. I continue this but it gets less and less effective. Either my hole is tired or Sir has changed the setting so my dick is being vibrated silly and is extremely sensitive. Sir wants me to cum again but I don't have it in me (not fair). Machine 58 - Slave 1. 

We clean up and I'm put to bed in the cage. I'm exhausted so I fall asleep almost immediately. I wake a few times but only briefly. I did have a dream that I somehow broke the cage and sir caned me again. The caning has definitely left an impression and not just on my arse! I was obviously very tired though since it feels like I am awake in a blink to Sir saying “Morning slave”. No further niceties though since I'm ordered to my knees and get to lick Sir's balls. Soon onto a blowjob and I'm feeling so used. I'm straining in my cage at how I've been woken early and not spoken to much. Just used for my holes. Sir knows how to treat a slave right. I suck Sir off for a while savouring every moment of his cock in my mouth. I desperately want to make him cum with just my mouth so am using my lips as much as possible and avoiding teeth but in doing so am scratching a bit of stubble on Sir’s dick so it's not as pleasurable. Mental note made to clean shave the day of seeing Sir not the day before! I also end up choking a bit and fail to make Sir cum handsfree. I need to work on my stamina since my blowjob yesterday was much better and today I’m much more fatigued. I should be able to serve Sir whenever so more practice is needed. Sir was kind though and wanked over my desperate and pathetic open mouth. He ordered me into position 8 ‘Stress’ where my hands are in a reverse prayer position and my kneeling with my knees are as wide as they’ll go. I’m thinking I’ve been ordered into the stress position perhaps as a small punishment for not having an up to standard blowjob or just because Sir loves to control everything I’m doing. Either way I’m feeling so used and horny that I’m begging loudly for him to shoot in my mouth. “I expect you to get every drop Slave” Sir says and I melt into submission. Fuck, I just want his cum so so so much. Sir finally shoots and shoves his dick into my open mouth. I immediately start sucking to get all the cum and greedily swallow every drop I can get my mouth on. I thank sir for his cum and wait for Sir’s next intructions. 

Sir informs me that I'm to be put into my leather sleepsack for some downtime. I'm strapped up tight in the sleepsack with my rubber subsuit still on from yesterday. The hood is on keeping me blind, my cock is locked in its cage, all my movement is controlled by Sir. I'm in heaven. I'm left to stew for a while with no stimulation. The floor is hard and my bum is getting slightly numb but I have my rubber pillow and I'm tired enough that I drift off a bit. 

Sir comes back to check on me and tease me. He rubs my nipples after taking off the nipple covers from the sleepsack - very handy. He also rubs my locked cock through the leather. I so want him to wank me off. I'm thinking of cumming a lot after yesterday and being filled with Sir’s load earlier. I hope I've been good enough to deserve another orgasm - a gimp can dream! Naturally Sir doesn’t allow me to cum again so soon. I’ll start becoming greedy if allowed so many orgasms. I should remember that my cum is not important and that I should only be thinking of getting Sir’s cum. 

I can hear Sir getting the lockbox and setting a new code. He owns my cock so doesn’t have to ask whether I want to be locked again - it's not my choice anymore and Sir makes sure of that. He jingles the keys in front of me so I can hear my freedom being taken away again. I'm completely helpless to stop him since I'm fully strapped up in the sleepsack still. Sir says, “No more cum for you slave” and I'm unhappy and happy at the same time. I'm a mess of horniness again and start struggling in my restraints. I want to cum! But I also want Sir to completely control and own me. I want Sir to own me more though and he does so the keys are shut away in the lockbox I can't access and I have no control again. It feels good. It feels right. Sir starts talking about making me a piss loving gimp one day too. I'm horny and apprehensive at the same time. I'm not sure I like piss but I also haven't tried it. It feels gross and nasty but that's also what makes it so hot to have to be forced to take it. I want to try it with sir. I can't help but slip further and further under his control. It just feels too good. 

Sir puts the vibrating nipple clamps on me and the gasmask with the bubble bottle. The sleepsack is keeping me restrained so I can't take any of it off and it's quite difficult at first. My nipples are sensitive from yesterday so they hurt with each vibration and my breathing is now a very conscious effort. My shoulders are aching in the sleepsack too. I want to be let out to move them. I want to breathe normally again. I want my nipples to have a break. But it's also making me horny again and I want to be controlled by Sir more so I don't ask to be let out and I don't ask to breathe normally and I don't ask for my nipples to stop being tortured. I take it like a good slave and suffer for Sir. It's very horny so it stops being suffering quite quickly too. Cumming once doesn't get rid of 52 days of horniness all at once thankfully! I'm feeling so helpless and thinking about Sir coming to free me and being impressed I didn't ask to be freed. This is such a mindfuck! I want to put Sir's needs above mine and I'm glad I did. 

I'm let out at last and stretch my shoulders a lot. It's good to move around and the aftercare begins. Sir makes some toast and I have a shower. We had a chat about the session and what was good and what we can do better next time. I really want to have the cum fucked out of me so describe what felt good while being fucked so we can have a better chance next time. 

Before leaving I get on my knees and kiss Sir's feet. I kiss them as much as I can. I've missed kissing this session. I'm allowed one last kiss and lick of Sir's cock before being sent away - locked, collared and horny as a slave should be.