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Session 08-11-12 to 09-11-12

  08-11-12 I perform one final check in the mirror before catching the train to see Sir to make sure everything is perfect for him. I can’t wait to show Sir my progress. My chest, armpits, cock, balls and arse are smooth shaven, my cock is locked in its cage and my collar is locked around my neck. My body is in the best shape it's ever been in and I have a new shorter haircut that I love and hope Sir will too. I’m wearing my new backless singlet under my clothes for him and it brushes gently against my nipples whenever I move. It's been 56 days since I last came and I desperately want to please Sir. I’m feeling more confident in myself too and head out the door feeling sluttier than ever. Upon arrival, I’m ordered to strip for inspection and pass with a much higher score than before. My positions test went very similar to the other two with a mind blank early on but nonetheless a pass. I’m thrilled to have passed and hope that Sir will treat me well because of it. He invites me...

Session 17-10-2025

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Sir shuts off his game and I come back to reality as I realise he’s unclipping my restraints. Its finally time for him to fuck me! Sir orders me into position 6 (slut) on the bed and begins to secure my legs to the headboard with rope. Once he’s finished my hole is helplessly exposed for him to do with as he pleases and I can’t wriggle out of it. I can flex my legs to help stretch my hips and realise I could be left like this for quite a while so Sir could fuck me as much as he wants. I want him to abuse my hole so fucking much and secretly wish he’d keep me like this all night and fuck me endlessly. The last time Sir fucked me was the best I’ve ever had so I’m desperate for his cock to be railing me again. He starts to finger me and it feels a bit strange. He tries two fingers and it feels like too much. My hole won’t accommodate them despite easily being able to take it before. Fuck! I think the plug fucking may have tired out my hole too much. I feel disappointed that I hadn’t done ...

Session 16-10-25

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It has been 2 weeks since Sir and I got my new cage to kick off Locktober and naturally my horniness is through the roof. I’ve been posting daily cage pics on Bluesky (lthrandlatexxx.bsky.social) as ordered by Sir and it's been making me think about kink and porn a lot more than before. The posts are also constant reminders of my place as his locked slave. I’m barely approaching 30 days total without an orgasm at this point but I’m feeling wild with horniness. More than I ever have in my life. This session with Sir feels like it’s necessary for my sanity. Sir’s training is paying off a lot since I don’t even care that I’m not going to be unlocked this session (Locktober rules) I just want Sir’s cock in me. Once through the door it's not long before I’m naked and being inspected. A 7/10 this time which I’m disappointed by and Sir isn’t best pleased so I receive 10 hard spanks as punishment. A lesson learned. Next onto a positions test including the three new ones added in Octobe...

The descent to slavery

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July 2025 9th - ‘Be good boy. Ban started’. Those simple words were the first orders Sir gave to me. No more cumming without his permission from then on. Sir ordered the ban to get me horny before our first meeting and it worked extremely well. Soon after the cum ban was imposed I was ordered into performing daily core exercises so my body meets Sir’s high standards. Sir requested a video of the exercises daily to prove I was doing them. It was a shock to the system - no more cum and lots more exercise meant I was suddenly very tired. I had to prove I was dedicated to improving myself for Sir.   17th - ‘Jocks only from now on’. My arse felt very exposed at first with this change. Shorts felt so breezy now! I was quite conscious whether anyone would notice whilst also being very horny all the time. My arse is now always so exposed and ready for a fucking just as a slave should be.  19th - ‘Don’t forget inspection’. In readiness for our first meeting I made sure to shave my...

Locktober shopping trip

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Locktober has hit and it seems only fitting that a kinky shopping trip is in order to make the most of this horny month. We started our trip at Libidex to try and find some new rubber for me. Sir is drawn to the jocks and picks one out that I also like the look of so I go into the changing rooms to try it on. Sir says that I am to strip fully and just put the jock on. I do as ordered then peek around the curtain to tell Sir I’m ready. I’m expecting him to join me in the stall but he points to the shop floor and tells me to come out! I’m a bit nervous since it's more public than I’ve ever been with kink before but the control makes my cock throb. I don’t give myself time to think or panic and just step out and present myself for Sir. My hands are behind my back, my locked cock is in my new rubber jock and my chain collar with padlock is fully displayed for all to see. I can’t believe I’m actually doing this since there’s other people in the shop but I’m happy that I am at the same t...

Submission, service and discipline - a reflection

  It's been about 2 months of slowly giving more and more control to Sir and I’m getting more and more used to it. The exercise routine and chastity tracking has become a ritual that I dare not break. It keeps me focused and the gym progress is starting to show so I’m very happy how strictly it is enforced.  Each morning I wake up and the first thing I do is update the chastity tracker. I’m spurred on by the punishments I have had for forgetting to do so before. It's also done with eagerness to please Sir, but the memory of the caning from last time is still too fresh to not have that at the forefront of my mind. Silly slips like not updating the tracker will be met with harsher punishments the more they occur. Plus Sir’s disappointment in me for forgetting is almost worse than the caning. Almost.  After work, I complete my exercises. It's really horny to send Sir the video of me doing the exercises and I’m starting to see more defined abs so I’m quite motivated to do the...